1. |
Mango Swisher
04:41
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I don't have the ability to see my own specialty
I thought that you would show it to me
It's so hard for me
It's so hard for me
It's so hard to see
You'd be better off if I just disappeared or died
So you can just live your life
It's so hard for me
It's so hard for me
How can I make you see?
You never appreciate me
What do I have to do?
What do I have to be?
I do so much for you
But you dont have a clue do you?
I never have enough time
To do the things I wanna do
I wanna do em right
I always have to spend my time with you
Just to make sure that you're fine
I made you never have to
Worry about love again
But what I get in return is no sign of satisfaction
There's nothing but nice things to say
And I could go on for days
But when it comes to me you're so mean
You're so mean
You never appreciate me
What do I have to do?
What do I have to be?
I do so much for you
But you dont have a clue do you?
I never have enough time
To do the things I wanna do
I wanna do em right
I always have to spend my time with you
Just to make sure that you're fine
Just to make sure that you're fine
I don't mean what I say
I just think irrationally
When I get upset you stop me from self inflicting pain
When I don't wanna feel this way
You calm me down endlessly
Now it's clear to me I'm not the one to appreciate
You'd be better off if I just disappeared or died
You'd be better off having someone else in your life
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2. |
I vs. Me
03:17
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Its taken me some time to find the reasons why
I can't be held responsible or be controlled
Lacking every ounce of self respect
That I thought my god had blessed me with
I made myself deplete this quality
Leaving it up to me
I can't handle the pressuring
Sitting here grinding my teeth
What you want you will not see
I don't need enemies I've got myself
Battling every day just to end with doubt
And every time that I try to hide
A little bit of my egoless shit floods through my basement
Leaving it up to me
I can't handle the pressuring
Sitting here grinding my teeth
What you want you will not see
Doubting is killing dreams
Difficult for me to believe
That I can be who I need to be
Who can count on me for anything?
I don't need enemies I've got myself
Battling every day just to end with doubt
Why do I always let everyone down?
I always love everyone till their not around
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3. |
I Blocked Your Number
01:09
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This tension that you made up between us
It never existed
Only in your head it did
You told me to leave our home
Now look how you've become
I never thought it'd come to this
I don't regret those times we spent
But now it's time to move past this
I can't help it
You were my best friend
Things will never be the same old
Too much damage and betrayal
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4. |
Woodlawn
03:27
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I'm scared
I can't sleep
It's been haunting me for what seems like centuries
Can't quite put my finger on it
But there's something telling me that everything was just bullshit
Can't believe everything that you said
Cause the only thing you wanted was to make me feel bad
You act like you're depressed
When you're really just obsessed
With me and what we used to be
Good things don't last so long you see
You took away my self esteem and self reliance I needed
So I stole valuable things from you that I thought would compensate
But I was wrong in all the things I've done
I can't get over it
So I lie my body on the street and wait for the headlights to come
I feel like shit
I'm such a bad friend
Can't quite put my finger on it
But there's something telling me that everything was just bullshit
Can't believe everything that you said
Cause the only thing you wanted was to make me feel bad
It's so hard to forget
That's why I wanna pretend
To escape from all this grief I have
Who knew that life could be this bad
We left our stress behind the butt of a cigarette
A single light that burns out simulating our friendships end
When your fist met my cheek we said goodbye to everything
That could have been
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5. |
Shy
03:51
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I'm worth your time
You shouldn't worry I'm a good guy
I just get shy
I can't help it
It's not something I like to admit
I'm still a kid
What will it take
For you to let me interrelate?
Cause I can wait
I'm not like him
I won't do evil things like he did
I'd feel like shit
I guess we'll see
Just what everybody thinks of me
A nobody
A big surprise
You didn't know that I'd be comprised
Of more than pride on the inside
And still I try
I'll make sure that I see through the lies
It will defy what you implied
I wish that I
That I had the courage to reply
To you with my own insight
Don't fucking lie
I know deep down there's nothing you like
I'll just get high
And I'll still try
I won't give up I know this is right
For the first time
What's on my mind?
I finally feel like I get by
Its been so nice
So I guess we'll see
Just what everybody thinks of me
A nobody
A big surprise
You didn't know that I'd be comprised
Of more than pride on the inside
And still I try
I'll make sure that you see through the lies
It will defy what you implied
I wish that I
That I had the courage to reply
To you with my own insight
Still by her side
Forever know that I will stand by
Cause I'm worth your time I just get shy
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6. |
Apologies
02:11
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Apologies for what I've done
Written letters for everyone
What I did was wrong and I'll make amends any way I can
Time passes by some nights I still cry
Looking for acceptance in every step that I may take
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7. |
Panda Sexpress
02:08
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What should I expect?
I never have experienced this
And I wanna be the best at it
But I'm not sure if I'm ready
To step up at age 20
And sacrifice what makes me happy
Who am I kidding?
No one else can compare
I finally found my purpose
No one could find hiding inside
Yeah I got it in me
And I know that I do
You can say what you will
It won't bother any longer
Gonna prove you wrong once you see it with your own eyes
Fake foresight
You'll still think that you were right
Give me a chance to be the man that I am
I'll show you that it takes the right person to not make it go bad
Then you'll see that I've been what you need
To conquer traumatic memories
You deserve to believe that you're not facing this alone
Maybe one day when we're 40
We'll look back and see the kids okay
It was silly for you to worry
We're sipping wine in the middle of the week
All this talk about how I can't handle and I'll just give up
I never will
This is my boy we're talkin about
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It doesn't make sense to smoke cigarettes to relieve my stress
But I can't help it
I guess I'm just used to being abused and forgotten too
It feels so cruel
It doesn't matter how I feel
It's no big deal
I'm forced to conceal
I guess I'm just to being insulted
Didn't sign up for this
This isn't what I wanted
I'm the blame
I'm the blame
Blame me for everything
Cause you claim
Cause you claim
I'm the blame for everything
I'm the blame
I'm the blame
Blame me for everything
And you've made
And you've made
me think that I'm deranged
NoOooOooOOoooo0o
Life has strengthened it's hold
So0o0oOooO0o0o000
It might crush my bones
Incase this is all
Meaningless from the start
I can't make it up
Every memory attached
Make up or simplify
I need someone to tell me it's alright
When the truth is I know nothing ever gives away
Security
And it's crushing the walls I've reconstructed
This is all just a game to you
But there's no cheat codes for me to use
You don't know what you do
What you put me through
YAH you shattered my glass
And all I can ask for is a vacuum to suck it up
You're the reason I get so upset
You're the reason I slit my wrists
So life has turned so cold
I just want to know
Why i can't live my life
I just need to die
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9. |
Nananabooboo
04:19
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Please try to understand where I'm coming from
Got so much on my plate
It's so hard to just eat it all
Do you think you can wait a little longer
For me to get all my ducks in a row?
It's not easy to do everything
The pressures building becoming overwhelming
You don't know what I concede
I always have to give up everything
There's no time for myself
Instead I give it up for something else
Why do you constantly have to be asking me?
Can't you see that I'm busy doing things?
And I told you before that I'll let you know for sure
When I'm ready to proceed and finish what was stored
But believe me it's eating away at my stability
Then we grow old just to die alone in a nursing home
Then we grow old just to die alone on another headstone
I don't wanna live a life like that
I don't wanna live and die like that
I just wanna live and make a splash
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10. |
Libra
03:12
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Once upon a time there was a happy little accident
Who showed me there's more to life than just being so selfish
I cried the day that you died
Wasn't so sure that your mother and I would survive
But I guess that we're fine
We loved you so much it's not fair to be alive
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Unamused Dave Peoria, Illinois
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